Still Waiting

I'm still waiting on my results from my SHG last week. I should have called this morning, but I didn't and now I have to wait until tomorrow to call.

I randomly started spotting today. Cycle day 18. What in the world? I've had perfectly normal cycles since they returned 10 months ago. Now I start going back to the RE and the go all wonky on me. Maybe implantation spotting? I should be so lucky! I've never been pregnant on my own in over 4 years of unprotected sex. Why should this time be any different? Oh the injustice of infertility! Every minuscule change in a cycle leads to thoughts of a pregnancy. Yet, invariably, your period returns a few weeks later and hopes are dashed again.